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thinking of the right words to let you know
that this feeling of love I will never let go
you’ve always been the one that brings me bliss
yes I am longing for your sweet tender kiss

heaven’s joy I will surely give
with your eyes and heart I will always believe
that with me you can live happily
no regrets even with a nobody

never will I be a broken glass
with this heart of mine that beats so fast
and even if my journey towards you gets far
i will always be after you my shooting star

i got nothing to say
you simply take my breath away
your presence tends mo still stand up on my own
oh baby thanks for the love you’ve always shown

your my light and path when I im the cold and dark wilderness
your my pleasure when I need caress
the beat of your heart is the sound I would always wanna hear
in your eyes let me wash away that tear

today is all I think when im with you
i love you and this I swear is true
in your arms I feel so much happiness
let me show you how I payback your sweetness

things must come to an close
and sad to say we have to torn apart like a rose
yet I still love you with all of me
it’s just that I knew from the start that we’re never meant to be

He met her at a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her,

while he was so normal, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but being polite, she agreed. They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please, let me go home… suddenly he asked the waiter: “would you please give me some salt? I’d like to put it in my coffee.
“Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but, still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it.She asked him curiously: why do you have this fetish? He replied: “when I was a little boy, I lived near the sea, I liked playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea,just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who still live there”.

While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched.That’s his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart.A man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home..Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story. They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him!

Thanks to his salty coffee! Then the story was just like every beautiful love story, the princess married to the prince, then they were living the happy life… And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that’s the way he liked it. After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said: “My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I said to you—the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt. It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead. I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I had promised not to lie to you for anything.. Now I’m dying, I’m afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth: I don’t like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the second time,still want to know you and have you for my whole life, even though I have to drink the salty coffee again”. Her tears made the letter totally wet.
Someday, someone asked her: what’s the taste of salty coffee?

It’s sweet. She replied………………

The lands are changing, the waterform is not in its dark blue color, the wind brings an unpleasant feeling, the temperature’s not the way we like it to be, and some of the world’s riches are already vanishing. Yes, I could feel the weight of the world singing sorrow. And Yes, it’s time for a change, not later, not tomorrow, but now…

In the Inagural Speech of our New President Barrack Obama, he said that there should be a need for change, a demand for change. Yes, that’s true, and he also said that one of the things that he will look upon is how to stop global warming. Yes, I want to talk about the situation not only a country or a continent is responsible for, but worldwide… On how to stop Global Warming.

Our Ozone Layer covers 93-99% of the ultraviolet rays entering the earth. These Ultraviolet rays is damaging to our life and the other lives on earth so we have to thank the ozone layer for hindering at least all most of the UV rays that penetrates through the earth. But due to the viscious human activities man has been doing now-a-days, it looks like a hero is falling down.

Have you ever watched Naked Science in National Geographic Channel? (Asia). Did u watched the episode concerning Iceburgs in North Pole, South Pole, Iceland and Antartica?(not sure of the countries)… Well, that doesn’t matter, the thing is that, the Iceburgs melts, and sad to say, that is the case, and the cause is global warming… So, obviously, in the future, the earth will be pure water, all waterform… If we don’t take action, it will be too late, we will all drown…

OR IS IT INDEED TOO LATE???

The causes of the recent global warming are an active field of research. Increase in atmospheric greenhouse gases due to human activity has caused most of the warming observed since the start of the industrial era, and the observed warming cannot be satisfactorily explained by natural causes alone. This attribution is clearest for the most recent 50 years, which is the period when most of the increase in greenhouse gas concentrations took place and for which the most complete measurements exist. It’s we who are the primary contributors of this serious dilenma…

But of course, every problem corresponds a solution, can we still do something to stop this? No, we can never stop it, hence, the only thing we could do now is to minimize it. Global warming is a disease that doesn’t require medicines to cure it, but by action…

When will people realize the effects that global warming can give? If it’s already too late? Ask yourself, is this the kind of world you envisioned upon growng up? There’s still time, it’s never been too late, our small steps could bring a huge difference in the world, we are the destroyers so it is necessary for us to be the ones who are responsible of minimizing global warming. Hope this calls for a situation…

Passed by Loners with some kind of creepy hair and it covers their eyes? With the black eyeliner as if it was an eyebug? And the Fitted Shirt Matched with a Fitted Pants all over? You’ll say to yourself that their weird. And what comes into mind upon seeing them? Yes, I know, their EMOs…

Emo is a Short Term for Emotional. They are the guys who exposes their loneliness and despair in front of many people, hoping that someone would have pity on them. Show-Off… LOL… Their Music Genre is Emo Rock, the only color they see is Black, and They can never grasp for light. I have an explanation to that though, they can’t grasp for light because their other eye is blinded due to it’s hairstyle, LOL. Just kidding. But some Emos are just living their life, having the same old way of clothing, no eye liners or what, and not with creepy hairstyle, rather fancy. I call them, EMO by HEART or EMO INSIDE, lol. They are the true ones…

Emos are used on being alone(like me), and all they do is to look down on the floor, fix their hair and listen to the sound coming from their earphones. They are reflecting on their past, reminiscing the pain and sorrow they once knew. Emos do have lots of friends still though, but the problem is, they don’t let them in, instead he pushes them out. One of the reasons why they feel their unloved.

Here are some Emo Punchlines I knew and something I laugh at.. ( though I used them before, LOL )

· I’m alone
· I’m lonely
· The only things I live with are pain and sorrow
· Death is near so I have nothing to fear
· My heart is torn into pieces long before
· Tears shed and blood flows, that’s me
· Nobody Loves Me
· I’ve always been unwanted, I’ve always been unloved

Here’s a friendly advice for y’all. You’ve never been unloved, I mean, you have your parents who despite of not giving you things that you don’t desire or not showing appreciation for the efforts you have done, really loves you. ALL parents wished for a bright life for their kids, wished for your happiness, OUR happiness. Come to think of it, just by giving you money to buy your crazy stuffs, does that imply that they love you?! YES!!! And you got your friends, who would love to spend a lot of time to listen to your stories and would give some tips or advices for you to be happy again. Lastly, have a different mind set, don’t say you’re alone, you got yourself and the world. Don’t say you’re lonely, instead, do the things that could bring a smile in you. And never say you’re unwanted, because there they are ready to accept you, but they’re just waiting for you, letting you realize that you should accept yourself, first.

I know something is still lacking in my blog, so if you want to leave some reactions or comments or if you want me to give a hand, just tell it to me, I would love to share my time with you, whoever you are, I’ll be here. LOL..
Emos, have a different mindset, and accept yourself, then you will find the world wherein you’ll be happy, you’ll be wanted( not in police, LOL), and you will be loved.

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The world could sometimes be unfair, someone gets recognition, other are left with no attention. Well, that’s why it’s called “Life” anyway. Some say that Life is like a wheel, it’s just a cycle, at times you’re lucky, at times you fail. Sometimes you’re happy, sometimes not. That’s not so brief to symbolize life for me.

Life is eternal, it is divine and sacred. You can breath more than a trillion times. you can take a billion steps, you can talk all the words you want and think all the things that’s been bothering you, but you can only live once. Well, that’s the obvious thing in your existence, you may do all things you desire but you can’t be born twice, and though you keep on saying that this is my second life, the fact that death didn’t pull you towards him, there will be never be a second life, you just got fortunate that you’re body resisted the damage occured. That’s the generalization of life.

Life is not entertainment and fun, nor a mission, never a vision for me, hence, a time for you to feel. Either to lose, gain, succeed, fail, to rise and to fall. While experiencing such, here comes the entertainment, fun, mission etc. that we also encounter in our existence. That’s why people oftenly mistaken the essence of life, because of life’s enjoyment. We forgot the purpose why we are here. Wait, the last sentence would not be the right term, it will be contradicting to my perception of life. Maybe use the sentence, ” It hinders us to perform what should be performed in life. “

Lastly, Life is no joke, it’s so unpredictable, it’s full of mysteries. You might not know the day you’ll have your last breath, the day your crush will have the same affection for you. They say it’s short, but it’s never been short actually. Just imagine, when you’re 15, a man you’re age will say Life is Short, but not me. Come to think of it, I’ve come this far just to say that my life is short?! No way in hell. For those senses that are not so common, that quote only says that, just “Live your Life”… ‘Coz you’ll never know when will you close your eyes forever. Life’s mysteries is yet to be determined by science, LOL, just kidding. No one can ever make a prediction about his future, though the truth is that, YOU MAKE YOUR LIFE. Meaning, your past, present, and future still depends on the choices or decisions that you had made, you’re making and you’ll make in the long run.

So, a wheel could never be the symbol of life. It’s just like life is something, it’s PERPETUAL, lol. And I myself couldn’t find an item to pair it with life. I’m not in position to give any reactions(though I already gave many). Anyway I’m just giving my opinion on life, the way I see the divinity, the importance of life not only among ourselves, but among others and among the Earth. In this world, we are all citizens, saviors, leaders and villains at the same time. We are the harbringer of joy, laughter, love, pain, sorrow, fear and the like.So now, I can proudly say that ” That’s life. ”

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a 4-stanza poem which obviously depicts a person who is trying to hide his/her feelings based on the lines of the poem… and here it goes…

Oh, im finally so better than before

Recovered from the pain that we’d both known for so long now

Another autumn has passed in my sight

And yes, I am no longer the one you loved

Gonna hang out with friends now

Look for someone better and someone you would never be

For I never want to commit the same mistake again

Of trying to fit into a world that I dont belong

We used to be sweet yesterday

But today, we are as cold as the north pole

Yet no, my temperature’s rapildy rising now

Im burning ‘coz my hearts belongs to me but me again

Thinking about the times we shared

I guess its to late for us after all

Because the truth of it is, is that,

I still want you, need you, and love you now…

:O !!!Cant RELATE!!! O:

LOL

Take Note of the Date Posted…

among the guys who hasn’t have the knowledge yet of what’s going on in Naruto as of these days… i’ll tell you now…

first of all, konoha is under attack by the Six Peins that killed Jiraiya together with Konan… And they already had lots of victims… unfortunately, the all-time favorite Hatake Kakashi, is in the list, too… He was killed by the same Pein who killed Jiraiya… Yes there were Reinforcements who came in Akimichi Choza and Akimichi Chouji, but they’re weren’t enough as Pein singlehandedly Dominated over them… Choza was projected alived by The Hokage, Tsunade…

Pein was after Naruto, who currently is training the sage Techniques at Myobokuzan under master Gama, the same toad who trained Jiraiya… There he is Learning moves that could possibly pay off when he faces Pein to avenge the loss of his master, Jiraiya… And under prospects, Gama realized one thing, Naruto could really be a better Sage than Jiraiya…

Going back to Konoha… The Yamanaka Clan are on quest to find the Secrets of Pein. Shikamaru and Sakura are still breaking the code that Jiraiya left them before he died, expecting that it would be the Key to beating Pein in battle. The Inuzuka Clan is already in the Morgue of Konoha, facing another Pein. The Aburame Clan will be facing off Conan, the paper user. Gai’s Team, who just reached Konoha, already felt the Signs of the Village’s Danger and lastly, Tsunade, together with 4 ANBU specialists, are in the verge of a battle between the Original Pein, who just came off after killing Kakashi…  Not to forget Konohamaru, who has the will on fire in him, called out Pein who nearly Killed Ebisu, Konohamaru’s Teacher…

for complete information of what’s happening, just visit the site groups.msn.com/narutomangareturns

that’s all…

uhmm… talking about the best, not only did we had the best section, we also had the best recollection… LOL… It was held last December 3, 2008 at Santo Domingo, Ilocos Sur..(particularly at Christ of the Desert)

but the interesting part is that, we didn’t have the recollection in mind as our treasure, instead, we consider the BUSTRIP the best thing that ever happened at that time…

The Meeting Time is 4:30 am…  But me, and Cherrlan( he slept in our house) came at 3:30 am, in mind that we should probably be the most punctual or most excited, that is.. but no, the thing is , jeff, raymark, and paolo are already there.. while aldrex and wilquin are in the computer shop nearby… upon knowing that there is a computer shop open, the crew rushed in there, leaving me alone in the dark, cold night… LOL… and so I waited for companions until girls dominated the area while boys who came are rushing into the computer shop, lol… but upon 4:00 - 4:15 am, the bus arrived and the boys are already coming for reservations in the seats of the bus… and so, the latest comer is the bday girl, kristelle but somehow, she managed to come before 4:40 I guess… we started the ride with a prayer led by none other than our over-all liturgical chairman, Me-j who has a slurpy in hand, good thing and he gave me some… LOL… we picked up guys in Lady, Claire and Jobelle…

on our way to the reco site, the mix is, we had a seatplan, but it really didn’t matter ‘coz somehow, we still managed to enjoy our bustrip due to the section’s craziness(yah, super) and the insomiatic(is there such a word? if ever this word doesn’t exist, I simply dont care, lol, then add this in the dictionary right away, defined as the state of having an insomia, lol) side of the class, wherein only a few slept because of the noise inside the bus?! ahehe! to tell it in shorter terms. it was chaos, but still, we had fun… lol…

our first stopover was somewhere in la union?? in shell, because others have to go and pee… the guys who have a bountiful nap has to open their eyes wide again for Saint Leo’s gotting crazier and more chaotic again! but not just that, because we honestly, became ignorant, as well!!! laughing at places that we drop by, like a store wherein names of three of our classmates are in… I forgot the name of the store… and seeing our former “classmate” in a sense wherein he became a horse? (you know who he is already) and it was like, the shout was on again… lol…

we took our breakfast somewhere in ilocos na, i think that’s vigan… wherein everywhere you see, the class’ breakfast is nissin cup noodles or lucky me cup noodles… no one even settled for rice, interesting, lol… and we(me, eunice, dana, kate, tonet, nicole, lady, forgot eung iba) who are in the bus bought calamay from the kids who entered the bus…

we stayed there for 20-30 minutes I think before going straight to our reco site… our ignorance once again paid off when we saw the waterform somewhere in the bridge… and again, there was chaos…

the trip was longer than expected… we came at 8:30 or nine… and the unbelievable side of leo came during the recollection proper… we were so behaved and well-organized, we were so quiet as if we’re all deaf!? why, coz there was a board there that indicates us to observe silence… we followed it and we were praised by the facilitator! LOL… the duration of the recollection is as follows:

• introduction to what a recollection is…
• the history of the recollection…
• the different body systems…
• defense mechanisms of the body…
• writing a letter to parents…
• definition of the sacrament of penance…
• confession…
• eucharistic celebration…

lol… after which, we took a picture of the section together with the facilitator and brother francis, who has been with us during the bus trip. then we prepared ourselves for going home… me and eunice ran immediately to the bus to reserve a seat for the both of us, and for ces and allen… but why? its because we agreed upon one thing, no rules during the bus trip on our way home, lol… so, I am with eunice, which makes my bustrip a memorable one, lol…

the bustrip on our way home was phenomenal… some told jokes which made us laugh not because of the fact that it is worth laughing for, but because of it’s super KORNEE… lol… we also sang songs played like hallelujah, liwanag sa dilim, sa kanya and many more… we stopped by at a specialty store to buy pasalubongs for our parents… we talked to different strangers in Vigan while we are in the bus, which prevents us from harm, lol… we took a picture of the sunset… some didn’t sleep at all because the trip was so cool!!! and that is all the info I have..

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